The Voice Of The Voiceless

The Voice Of The Voiceless- Aftermath Of The Teenage Enigma 

It's the return of the lyrical mastermind
never will go back to fully so this is a master find
I don't hustle I hit the gym it's my master grind
don't confuse me for a tough guy I hit ya with reality it's how Im master kind
lost some love for hip hop but the love still lingers
lost it when the beats went from Funk Master to snapping your fingers
yeah I can be still controversial remember Mr Controversy
well I toned it down but still surrounded by this nonsense controversy
i used to diss people to be tough for attention
wrote in my notepad in the back Row S in detention
lost all my friends did I forget to mention
nearly got beat up several times so you can feel the tension
got locked up grounded you would never see this spartan
unless you go to a deli and find me on the back of a milk carton
i was lost possibly never found
too pissed off don't give me a pound
stuck to the notepad then that cleaned out and fell to the ground
yeah I had it tough had to win people back
or I probably go revert to crack
need to get away from the smoking addiction
man I wish this was all fiction
but even through the darkest days, time and fortune turns,
even through the darkest days, this fire burns
forgive me of my sins I'm mortal
I won't ever be stopped I must be immortal

still you could of considered me a loser of losers
good thing I learned early cause beggers can't be choosers
stay close with your close ones
or face reality and you will be closed by your close ones
yeah I went to summer school
everything thought among the fools I was the biggest fool
yet I breezed through it and showed everyone that their the tool
made ya fall back like a spoiled whore on a bar stool
sneaked out my house for freedom
damn it was tough without freedom
my house felt like prison so late nights I smell freedom
new year new change new everything
part myself from the fools and show I offer everything
to show that I can be anything
or at least that I can be something
my life makes me wonder how I remember so much
it still feels good like a shot or a fresh dutch
don't pity me I messed up by myself
don't feel sorry for me I did it myself
like Chester there are no more sorrows
enroll your trust in someone real cause your heart can't be borrowed
have you been enlightened or do you think I lost my mind.
writing this in this Croatian complex rap is what I find
but I feel like I am just getting more smarter and becoming more alive
forgive me of my sins I'm mortal
I won't ever be stopped I must be immortal

falling in love is something I couldn't withstand
if your with me you can get up and take a stand
Samantha you are the one that completes me
most other girls you were the ones that easily defeats me
but I have plenty of women that I keep in my heart
some just with looks but some that actually are smart
back to the story I just hit the honor roll
finally my family can accept me the horror took a toll
now everyone looks at me like I got a brain
always had one it was just mentally unstable and going insane
so I can walk with pride these days with no shame
going 300 bars seems so far how did you do it Game
one of the greatest songs ever put out in the rap game
but instead we are sucked into the Pitbulls, Rick Ross, and Gucci Mane
thats why I turned to rock because hip hop got so lame
cold winter nights those were the nights
beers in our hands under the bright lights
keeping my scarf stuck to me like a girl's tights
I'm so happy man let these other boys deal with fights
but I can't get away from trouble, it's coming around
faces are falling painfully to the ground
sorry I just can't back down
I said I'm sorry I am going round for round
forgive me of my sins I'm mortal
how haven't I died yet I must be immortal.

why did I just get involved with this mess
just lost Samantha for a bit in this mess
I think I am starting to regress
even though these Glendale boys I am starting to digest
diss after diss they never wanted to come down
I wasn't playing around, they knew I can make their white socks brown
but it died down and I made a commitment
no more beefing was the commitment
lets drink up and have the summer of our life
summer 09 was some of the best times of my life
moving away from the drugs moving closer to the bear
with my boys for life we put it down with no fear
parks, forests, open backyards, f the cops had no fear
end of the night who's sober no one let's have a cheer
but knowing me and love I shed more than one tear
but this time the pain I didn't deserve it all
selfish whore I hope you fall
I got over it summer 2009 topped it all
and Ill keep going never will I stall
just keep it moving like Dwayne Wade with a basketball
forgive me of my sins I must be mortal
how haven't I died yet I must be immortal.

I went outside to take a walk
alone on this island in Zadar with nowhere to talk
in this ocean I look back at memories and wonder
mind translates to words so I didn't ponder
trends are growing but egos are growing bigger
common sense isn't growing but minds are growing thicker
media brings this country down but we play it off like it's fine
hey Kayne your album sucked, but Fabolous was one of the best of all time
just another so called hip hop icon that I can't stand
just another so called hip hop legend that I can't stand
after College Graduation, his crap isn't worth a grand
but I won't all out vent about hip-hop only in bits and pieces.
Lil Flip's career thank god it went to bits and pieces
I'm still going strong eat up competition like reeces
flirt it up for hours with your nieces
in case you forgot this message, I am lyrically gifted is my thesis
junior year is starting slow what is going on
went to some sweet sixteens, was sober at them now I don't know what's going on
other than Samantha, girl's intelligence is passing me by
now I avoid being bias
and Ill never overdose like Len Bias
but nobody could ever break the bond so try us
still drinking heavily and you know I'm rambling on
just lost 40 with the Dirty Birds but I am still gambling on
I want to thank those for the inspiration
thank god I changed it feels like a whole big revelation.

Pain comes with love feels like a razor edge
finally quit smoking, hey Phil Brooks I'm half straight edge
I don't like to be preachy saying oh I'm real their fake
cause it's everyone's guide these days for Christ sake
I'm original in the mode of where it's make or break
could go on a CM Punk like shoot to tell you who's fake
then get my facebook account blown up by the fake
so for the fake when the pressure of reality comes around they shake
they start stuttering
then their sweating they must be flustering
around this time I noticed who was with me who was not
give em a look their shaking like beans in a pot
I'm not trying to be Lupe Fiasco it's just a reality check
just telling ya so you don't always have to turn your neck
cause I learned early so I thank God for that
so I can walk in peace on the street with my winter season hat
they say rep your hood but I am not with it
the Whitestone bums no I am not with it
the Whitestone arrogant pricks I am not with it
but I got some real close buds in the Stone so I can't fully say I'm not with it
I paid the price of knowing late that school is your future
being the tough guy on the block brings no future
so take the advice cause that's the end of my rant
want me to be your savior I can but your parent I can't
I want to thank those for the inspiration
thank god I changed it feels like a big revelation

back to my timeline
I need a lifeline
pregamed too hard too drunk I don't think I have much time
14 Budwesiers later I'm falling to the floor
2 svedka shots later I'm puking out the cab door
got a sweet sixteen to go to I'm soaked in this rain
my conscience, eyesight, everything I'm just trying to regain
can't remember much other than happy to avoid the worst
hospital trip never happened it would have been a first
but I'm immortal and that bubble won't burst
let a whole bunch of people down
fell asleep on the mom yelling ready to smack me down
feeling like Cudi the way I tell a story
hitting on all cylinders like I'm Bob Horry
took me a while to recover from this depressing story
but then the party animal returned again shortly
still freestyling holding down the throne
still eating up competition like a steak call it T-Bone
the party life was the way to go
moving past physically and lyrically like Z-Ro
chopped and screwed was the old days flow
I still love Houston to death but lyrically no chance against the best
NYC better than the whole damn rest
hip-hop is what I used to breathe no way was I failing that test
I want to thank those for the inspiration
thank god I changed it feels like a revelation

I got an open mind so I make more than one choice out of the choice less
I speak as the real me so I speak as the voice of the voiceless
always had the talent to rhyme
but lost the passion around this time
rapping just started to feel like a complete waste of time
still got the infamous punchline
but dressing, talking like it forget it I'm myself not going to be a gimmick and shine
so go ahead be fake thinking the ladies loving you
when the only bush your seeing is by watching George W
or if you see the fallen Bush in New Orleans Reggie
I got rhymes coming up my ass like a wedgie
the passion was lost I got my fingers up for rock
I wasn't close the door on hip hop just had to get ready the lock
Chamillionaire went on break
Jadakiss retired for Christ sake
Fabolous, Ludacris, Cassidy is all I got to take
not to mention Slim, T.I, Jeezy, Cudi sorry my mistake
so it got weird a new guy was growing
forget a turntable a bass was I start knowing
especially when Eminem became sober and started blowing
I want to thank those for the inspiration
thank god I changed it feels like a revelation

last one hundred  yeah my voice will be heard
many people feel like me independent and realness will be heard
it took me till I was 17 to be confident to say what I want
then do what I want when I want
but I'm not spoiled like you so can't get always what I want
you can call me a rebel or being an adult
so many people are lost these days, think it's time you go join a cult
started growing into football, never shy to get in ya face
best sport in the world no time to be a disgrace
wasn't most gifted won't win a track race
not going to make the crazy catch or wild run to get a girl ready to put on her lace
just call me The Predator I hit hard, don't sue me if you need a neck brace
cause I got some anger problems and tackling is how I dish it out
lost yourself last play cause of my sack your mind you need to fish it out
I go on effort football is like life you got to go hard
lose ya focus you get blind sided by reality you just lost your guard
why was I angry I was just too arrogant
lost Samantha the woman of my life cause I was just too damn arrogant
woman of my life yeah I said cause I meant it
unlike all the fake people I witnessed if she had a problem she said it and meant it
yeah I get too carried away thinking I was some great messiah
I may be great, one of your heroes, but I'm not messiah
I'm just a powerful man who's voice that won't be stopped
got a swag I mean style that can't be copped
standing tall feeling so glorious
showing all you my life and beliefs thanks for the love I feel so victorious

this is senior year you know I'm partying hard with my Guinness
I'm the man in beer pong team Nigel McGuinness
I'm European beer guy but still keep high my fitness
but something is changing inside of me here you are to witness
I'm an teenage enigma
so different in many ways is my stigma
been connected with many women but never found the grail
if she had the potential then I would fail
something I really wonder if life is fair
then I really wonder if my feelings she really care
cause I been used for laughs and information
use me fine but the pride won't be ripped off the Croatian Sensation
booze was the only thing to use to heal
home looks outside beautiful but internally it's broken and unreal
nobody to tell how I feel
keep my booze on reserve then just give me the steel
that probably flew over your head so let it rewind
just cause I'm not going to some major college I'm not stupid let me remind
I showed the dark side of me and what I become
A new man is born you won't change what I become
to get whats special for ya it's never too late
I went over the top to get back to Samantha I was told by my faith
I feel like Eminem with the world almost over for me
but then she finally came back to me
standing tall feeling so glorious
showing all you my life and beliefs thanks for the love I feel so victorious

They said family is the most important but it's the biggest fairy tale

well at least for me I'm surrounded by single minded ignorant people not a fairy tale

I don't need there support I feel so happy

and no criticism of some bullshit won't make me feel crappy

yeah I wrote my auto biography finished the book

it was rocky but what a helluva life I took

so many hands and hearts I shook

but without my friends there wouldn't be no book

of course there some haters and I haven't forgot about ya

ya nothing but a few cheap laughs is what I think about ya

put up a college essay hating on me on my profile

there a few ugly girls liked it they need to fix up their profile

cause there defaults look like they have been in a cave for a while

but so what few girls got pissed but it won't break my smile

Their is enough hate going on today so I'll end it at that
I'm not bitter not furious just too much pride not to talk back
just a loudmouth and I'm damn proud to be one
I'm proud not to be afterthought cause I'm too noticeable to be one
I know I flopped with trying to rap but I sure can damn write
everything I say is heartfelt so never did I keep it light
Everyone has a voice, but only few know how to use it.
Everyone can talk, but only few know how to actually abuse it.

don't worry I'm not going back to the old me
I love so many people it's a waste of time going on a dissing spree
300 bars is so close to being complete
more than 300 people in my heart that's what makes my life complete
still been rolling with some of my guys since elementary school
even though some left the crew still love most of ya except for the other fool
got to give it up to K Camps that right there is the man
your still a brother to me no matter what thanks for always being a fan
I got some shout outs if you hate your irrelevant
Samantha is back in my life yeah it's good to be relevant
it would have haunted me for life if i let our friendship leave on a bitter note
so three page letter to save it not ashamed I wrote
not ashamed to admit my mistakes and arrogance never again will make me choke
I'm not returning to rapping it's just something that awoke
for now stay heavy ITouch blasting Adema, Fozzy, Exies, Three Days Grace
I may look down but New York will forever keep a smile on my face
I'm still the lone assassin if you set me off
still lyrically slay you as Mushamouf when the bets are on or off.
Allen Maximus is here never linger from the past
never got with all the trends so I'm also your pop culture outcast
300 bars is here my beliefs are powerful and I'm always feeling it
300 bars written about four years and that's how I'm living it.